few monts ago i had my first gay encounter with my current partner. after experimenting phase we both agreed on longer relationship. we talked about my wish for submision and my partner expressed his fantasy for having me locked and secured. this was kind of test about trust in our relationship and i was doubtfull but on the other hand pretty aroused on being locked and controled by some else. after few days i accepted this and since then i was locked almost continously for two months. all my fears have vanished as i was able to enjoy my sub role. i found very aroused being locked in and worked up in my ass at the same time. now we are trying to achieve a full month in me being locked and willing to receive.